Getting down to business

It's been about a month since I left the pimp job...so it's time to really dig into the work needed to get on with the new path. Little things, like getting dressed, make a big difference in my productivity.

It's only 12:30 PM and I have worked out, worked on an application, gone to Costco, gone to the grocery store and fixed/ate lunch. This afternoon, I have to do some research.

On a slightly different topic, last night I dreamed that I got married. I was wearing a beautiful gown (ivory constructed bodice...couldn't really see the bottom). My groom was a guy that I met in college...we only knew each other one semester and then he transferred to another school. His brother was the best man and my mother walked me down the aisle. It was a beautiful wedding.

The groom waited until the day of the wedding to get his tux. As I was walking to the venue, I saw him coming out in jeans and a polo shirt. I asked him if everything was okay and he looked the other way and said he had to go see a man about a dog. That made me really worried.

When it was time to walk down the aisle, I was really nervous - part of me was wondering if he would be there. There were these beautiful white gossamer curtains that marked the entrance to the aisle. Once the curtains were pulled back, Mommy and I began to walk down the aisle (she gave me away). She was wearing a fab gold suit. Anyway, I saw my groom at the end of the aisle and my heart soared. He had the biggest Kool-Aid smile on his face. Not sure what happened at the rest of the wedding...the dream fast forwarded to a months later when I ran into someone I knew and showed her the wedding ring.

According to the dream dictionary, this dream signfies a few things:
1. Coming together of 2 different sides of my personality
2. Recognition of the strength and beauty of my femine side
3. Spiritual rewards, richness, refinement and enhancement of your surroundings.
4. The wholeness of the Self; finding clarity in matters that have been clouding me

Interestingly enough, the weakest theme to come across in the dream was my desire to get married.